I thought that
because I could not
count each of my
ribs,
that I was not sick.
I was not
keeping down more
than one meal a day
but that one meal
made me
believe
that I was not sick.
I searched for
hours and
looked at pictures of girls
who were ill and I
saw that I did not look like
them
so I decided that I was not sick.
So I hid and I
told myself that
until I could count
all if my bones
and I was passing out,
that only then would I
be sick.